Everything changes

As the laughs echoed, I looked over at you.
You were sitting there, just laughing and enjoying.
And then it stuck me.
It’s been an year. An year of knowing you. An year of admiring you.
One year ago, we were in the same place.
You sitting there, just laughing and enjoying.
Me looking at you with all admiration I had.
My heart beating fast, with my hands shaking, I would talk to you.
I could barely look you in the eye lest they reveal my secret.
Now, it’s all so similarly different.
I talk to you with my head held up, but I still can’t look you in the eye.
My heart still beats fast, but my hands don’t shake anymore.
Then, you didn’t see me in that way;
Now, you still don’t see me in that way.

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